How long before I get caught out?
How long can I tempt fate like this?
How long before the world sees
That something's wrong,
and catches up with me?
Every night the same thing comes,
Every night before I sleep it stuns,
Every night this feeling grips me,
Insomnia addiction,
Attacking me with fear.
I awake like each new day is a gift,
I awake to the defibrillator's grift,
I awake wide eyed, panicked,
Breath barely breaking
Into lungs I feel aching.
Adrenalin flows in my veins, in my head,
Adrenalin flows tossing me from this bed,
Adrenalin flows, fighting, flying now,
Can't remain calm,
Sweat pools in palms.
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