"Suicide" - Written 26/03/08

I have been Destroyed.
I have been Destoryed.
I have been Neglected.
I have been Negligent.

You filled me full of awe,
You have made me awful.
You were terrific to me,
You have left me terrified.

To be Forgotten is worse than Death.

There is a small black hole
In your past and in mine.
There is a small black hole,
Pulling lies in, distorting time.

I gave my heart away,
I sold my soul for approval.
I gave my love away,
I sold my soul, and lost approval.

To be Forgotten is worse than Death.

How can I have any pride?
I was proud of my forgiveness.
How could I have any pride,
When I forgave all your insults.

Now I have been Forgotten.
My fate is worse than Death.